After so long, I'm here to update my blog.
I have never incur any thought to have a kid of my own, until i watch the show. I feel so touch to see those kid growing up, and become more and more mature in handle and see things. And i can imagine how their parents would be so proud of their accomplishment on their child. Those children are sweet and warm, although sometimes they might behave a little bit of stubborn and naughty, but eventually they will feel guilty about it and apologize. How naive these kids is, as compare to us, I realize how much innocence i had lose as a side effect of being grow up. I want those purity back, sometimes it is tired to think all of the thing carefully, worry that is that anything that I did wrong and may offence other people around me. As kid, they will just show what they think, what they are, but as to the price for grow up, we have to hide our true side, it is hard for us to show honesty to others.
Isn't it comfortable and better to show your true self? I guess so, but some people just don't like it because they may think that is sometimes impolite?
Back to the topic of having kid, I have imagination of having kid of my own, how I should educate them, but when I come back to reality, I know that that is nearly impossible for me to have those imagination come true. But that is the purpose for imagination right, it is never need to be accomplish, what you have to do is just imagine and you will some how feel satisfy about it. Or maybe it is better to just fantasy because real life is far more miserable. There are so many things appear in my mind that i can't elaborate because word can't describes thought, at least I can't. The things is about how I feel that is so complicated, and when I think about to illustrate it, I might have a depression. So, good night diary.
