friend?

im so disappointed on how can they doubt whether we are still friends just because i didn tell her a "secret"?
in my opinion that is not even a secret, that just a little thing that doesn't concern of me neither she... Why is she can ask me whether we are friend because of this? So if im hiding something that means we are not friend anymore? 
i never doubt, i think we are friend... But are you? 
So "secret" can ruin a friendship... that is the thing i never taught before..
I didn't tell just because i respect other privacy, and its seriously doesn't my buisness... I cant tell u the real thing, because i have to respect other privacy..
I could have just tell u a lie to cover up, and you wont mad... But i didn't because i respect you...
And you still ask me whether we are friend?
I insist i didn't do anything wrong, I do the best I could to respect.. To not to lie...
I hate lie... I lied once, but it end up the most regret thing in my life, and i still shame of it...
Friend? of couse we are... But i just disappointed on how can you doubt that just because of this reason..

sometimes...i just wanted to tell the truth, instead of being hurt, i hope you will just grow up stronger and tougher ...

now, only i know that there did have people that they soul are so weak...
just like glasses...
so fragile until it can be like just a little bit of touch,could broke anyway...
all time before this i thought people soul are all just same kind,
strong as nothing could compare...
seems i was wrong...
big mistake...

yeah...... i am so happy... : (

symbol doesn mean everything....

just like the act of my face..

my face are just like the symbol that people put on...

use to hide ourself...

wherther sad or even worst....

maybe,it's change....

time might can change everything..
these day i did can feel the different,but never so calm before..i think i could just let it go,maybe is just because i grown up,or maybe i don't appreciate it a lot....
but really,i think i accept it so well,is just change...not the same as before,it use to brought me depress,but now....thinkalways change,just accept it and adapt it...it's ok~~
admit it,use to feel not comfortable with the losing of it...but some say when there's a door close,tats always a window there..look the other side,is maybe a good thing..
im just a ordinary person... i make choice of myself, to be happy...or continue sad...